Yup, that's right. SPM is coming. Mudah mudahan saya dapat la jawab dengan tenang.. I really really really wanted to go overseas. Tapi, makin dekat dengan SPM ni,ada ada je dugaan datang. Aiseh man... Ada la sorang junior ni...memang mintak kaki la. Tapi lantak aa. Dia tu mentah lagi. Masih budak budak. Tak dapat hidayah lagi. So tak payah la nak susahkan diri pikir pasal dia. Kalau dia sedar diri, alhamdulillah la. :D
Seterusnya, pasal preparation SPM. Saya rasa makin hari makin malas laa. Adeh.. Hawa!! Wake Up la!! Cakap nak pergi overseas!! Mana boleh malas malas ni!! Wah wah wah... Oke oke. tak boleh malas malas. Set kan minda tu, rajinkan diri. Jangan menyesal kemudian hari sudah. Jangan la pulak dah terhantuk baru terngadah. The past cannot be repeated again.
Owh, 1 more thing. About 'That' person. I think i don't wanna think about it anymore. Everytime I think about it, it's painful, man. I don't know how I ended up with that person. Duh.. He is never yours, Hawa. It's a fact. Terima jelah kenyataan. OK? Someday you will meet a better person than this one. Yeah, I really hope that 'This Better Person' comes to me fast. Cuz, I'm feelin empty mayn...very empty...
"We all have emptiness inside, We all have answers to find"
Apa-apa pun, doakan saya for this coming SPM, k?
Daa...
~Ya Allah, berikanlah ketenangan kepadaku ketika menjawab periksa SPM nanti.~
